Chinnuku,
Chinnu, as u might know ,i have a great love,respect and admiration on you.But,it seems to be,you have developed dislike and hateness towards me.It is pretty clear that , you are far better than me,in every way of life, at least interms of your beauty and dignity.I appreciate that.but,you know,despite of all these facts,my heart started beat for you.My mind started thinking about you.I followed my feelings ,regardless of any logic
that refute ,and ridicule my passion for you.I wanted to escape the from the brutal,merciless cruel world and started to live in my own virtual world. In that world,i barely feel hungry ,day to day sorrows,disappointments, worries.As the time progress,you seemed to be gritty and tough nut to crack,regardless of my knowledge and wisdom.
More than 2 years gone by.But ,my passion towards you is,still afresh..But it is doesn't much matter.As you don't care me.But ,every one have their own patience levels ,in holding their hopes. Now i am totally hopeless and helpless.I should blame my on my own fate for this.I cant just pursue you,too much time,as i know the more i pursue,the more i loose you.Even,I am not pursue ,i shall loose you.So ,either way i gonna loose you.
Chinnu,I cant just solve this puzzle.I cant just Judge this Typical situation.Feeling like crying ,dying inside day by day.Do you know,in my dreams,How much i adore you,how much i pamper you,How much i care you.
But,you may have your own priorities,interests.I am just plain lucky,for not able to impress you..
In this situation ,i can only wish a good luck for your future life ,with a heavy heart..
